• erm .. okay .. monday school as usual .. then never go tuition .. meet natalie . wif jiaxing go library study .. study awhile le go the kids table there sit and continue study..after that one of the librarian scold us .. say what there is 4 children .. bt at that time no children.nevermind just go lor anyways jiaxing need go home chiong her movie le .. after that me and natalie go court .. then chat awhile .. and so on .. after that she went home ..i also went home .. nothing much to say le ..
• tuesday got CCA .. bt i halfway rest cos feel like fainting .. LOL the feeling was like omg ..then went tuition after that .. cos thurs got science bio TA .. jiaxing never come she not feeling well .. after that i went home ..
• wednesday got PE .. run 3 rounds in school .. and after that do alot extra running.. LOL then go practice incline pull up as nafa test on mon .. after school went tuition .. science TA postpone .. so i do homework 1st.. cher wan us do revision timetable for exam..at night talked to some1 bt dont wan say.. and so on .. aft that night my lifestyle is weird .
• thurs went school as usual .. then went tuition after that .. do homework and study science for monday.. then do stuffs.. then went home..
• friday no CCA cos hall in use for at night de parents meeting session .. acc going book court in tamp sports hall .. bt no court .. so cancel CCA..dat day got FN we cook th dont know what .. nevermind... get exam timetable le .. after that mr ng say what got some problems so need us take our chair go hall .and pt for tonight parents meeting .. then after putting.. i went tuition awhile ..for science quiz .. then i went off.. went to my father's office .. aft tt 600 went school with my mum.. went there took the paper all that .. and then say started to tink wad class i wan aim ..LOL .. then listen them talk about the classes, subject and stuffs.. after that went talked to form cher .. parents meeting mah.. then say my current results .. aiya dam lan lah.. den me,joycelyn,yuxi,melissa,jiaxing and nurul went ask mr lian for info ..if wan b doc need go what class etc .. den alot of us choose e3 or e1 lor . dont know lah..dne he say wat the best is go for jc .. LOL i only scared fail my english sucks .. nevermind .. den after that my bro fetch me n my mum home ..
• sat do nothing much.. went out meet claudia and natalie .. me n natalie plan things ..den we also do homework together .. aft that i need go liao .cos meeting my sis n bro-inlaw .. den went their house stay.. nothing much luhx ..
• sunday went home wif sis .. stayed at home use com etc.. nothing much le lor.. hmm.. tis few days wen doing something will sudden think of other thing .. as for what dont wan say LOL .. i dont wan like dat liao .. sian .. i jus dont understand y things became like that..anws shall stop here .. need revise for science le .. byes..

I don’t know what to do. Just feel like crying sometimes. Do you even fuck care about me?! I don’t know why the feeling is like that. I tried to take as you don’t exist. Every time you online I pretend you not there. Whenever I see things related about you I pretend that I never see it. When the more I want run away from the things about you. The more I will see it, not on purpose. Whenever I doing stuffs suddenly you will pop up in my mind. And my heart will start to be hurt. I had never been so lost before. My heart really had never been so pain before. Why? Please it is really pain. Tears are flowing down from my eyes soon.